It gets pretty boring here so I was just trying to make it a bit more lively.It seems to me sometimes (and I am not criticising you one bit) that deep down you still want to gamble.THE SECOND, I flicked the beer on to the line cleaner, the delivery wagon pulls up.
The reason you are one of my heroes is that you remind me of me.I read so many blogs by ex gambler and they all say the same things.I am really struggling at the moment with the chaos that my gambling has caused.But next time I play, if I play with the same intensity, I could lose everything.As I have started going to NA to get more insight into recovery I guess a Spliff is also not on the cards.So I connected the Thwaites Smooth, Mild and Guinness up for cleaning.
It could be much worse, I could be gambling and be waking up each day stressed, frustrated, depressed, worried and thinking of ways to manipulate situations so I can get money to cg just so I can live with myself.Could probably go to Spain for a week and it would cost less, but I do enjoy a good thrill ride.Just as if everyone knew, the topic of conversation over dinner was gambling last night.
For now all I can do is politely say no, rudely say no, resort to violence.It always takes guts to put stuff like this out there, because some may choose to call you out, or express a judgment.Just stay on it, enjoying every day as you learn more about the possibilities in life.WE all know that normal has lots of ups ad downs at the best of times but you can deal with it no matter what.Inside the box were thousands of unopened cards from the machine downstairs.One of the things that I like about your thread is your patience level with the coors wagon or the lack of it, lol.This assumed to be true what Abraham Lincoln said that most people are as happy as they make up their minds to be.I would either be up for the session and quit or gamble, stepping up if necessary, to the bitter end.At least we were nice and let Stevie G get a consolation goal.
We all have these things available to do, right outside our homes and yet never take the time to see or experience them.Still I do have to save in the long term to get that deposit and the wasted hours and money gambling is not a positive way of doing it by any account.Anyway, hang in there, I continue to be amazed at your commitment to recovery.Just for today I will not try and fix my whole life problem at once.
It only takes a few quid to realise when a machine is ready to pay out and indeed it was.Back at work to let the ladies in to prepare the food for an impending funeral party.The important thing is to reflect on our own actions and decide on our own what to do next, without being controlled by anything or anyone other than ourselves.Your action clearly shows you have no indication to gamble again so pat your self on the back for that.Go to and you can find many free real money offers to play with and win big.Truth is, Coors have been spot on and arriving on time recently.Not only could I now not walk without being in pain, I still had 3 hours to work.
How to Gamble With a Chance of Winning. The reason you lose so much money playing slots is. Been gambling over 25 years, always good to get re.I enjoyed your postings a year ago, they always gave me strength.Mine is a champions league shirt worn by John Arne Riise in the semi against Chelsea.
Double or Nothing: 10 Crazy Gambling Stories. money losing play), the casino isn’t obligated to stop them and they sure as hell aren. the casino always has.It had almost become a second job I needed to go to every day.We cant undo all the silly things we have done or our stupid choices.She might not totally understand but she can still be supportive.
So happy to see your gamble free days adding up and your payback to yourself through savings is coming along nicely.Do most people lose all their money when playing. I always play "by the book." Our casino has 8 full decks. I just hate to see people lose their hard.But 200 quids a lot to turn down, especially since I keep it in a folder under my bed where I can never see it.I made it as far as filling in a profile but buckled when I had to put in my credit card details.Gambling Income and Losses. must be included when computing the deductible gambling losses, which is generally always an issue in a. show a net loss.
This pisses me off to extreme levels as I usually finish at half 10 and go back at 3.Coors came at half 11 and everything was semi fine with the world.I have only told one person about my problem and only said it was half of what I actually owe.They will understand that you will need some cheaper accommodations until you get your savings built up.SO weird, I wrote a long reply here to you Adam, as you are one of my GT heroes at the moment.
I understand that if I buy stocks, my gambling brain will trigger, and I will start buying and selling to try and make a quick profit.I have won tens of thousands of pounds over the years and hardly ever quit while I was winning.These feeling are normal Adam, but we usually gamble to make them go away.I have played online poker in my pants having a shit, on the bus with a dodgy dongle, in cafes, in parks, sneakily at home without the wife seeing.Now is the time to gather those close to you and meet this problem as a collective rather than face it in silence alone.